Merging

Time moving, blending, existing, then not
Colorful patterns between the spaces
The lessons, the left yet to learn now
Within our center remain all the traces

Trust building, without reason destroyed
Over and over the cycles continue
Dancing with the music that binds
Of here and now, the favorite venue

Scattered pieces, strewn world wide
Cosmic forces in total control
Memories flooding, waiving emotion
The winds reckoning within this soul

What I once knew I know again
And with this knowledge I burn inside
Depths that I have always known
With nowhere in this universe to hide

Fly on the Wall

Dear fly on the wall, what have you heard?
Oh the stories you, my friend, could tell!
Most everything one would need to know -
So many myths you could so easily dispel.

All the secrets held so dear, you have heard -
All the sites unseen you have surely seen;
The whispers in the night so hushed,
With your front row seat of every scene.

Feeling You

I have not seen your face
Yet I have felt deeply your soul
I know that I have known you always
And I know love has taken its toll

The desire that burns deep within
The fear that holds everything back
The love you simply will not allow
The courage from within that you lack

I know the secrets of your heart
All that you hold in your silence
The fight that takes place only inside
The act of denying self; your defiance

Still at the depth of your soul is love
Waiting ever so patiently to be released
Begging for the mercy only you can give
While you instead hang on to the raging beast

Angel on Earth

The silent stillness that holds my breath
Intoxicated by the beautiful dawning of day
Immersed in unconditional, complete love
Knowing deep within me the path; the way

A sweet presence that holds me close
The imprint of an enchanting energy
Seeing all through brand new eyes
While witnessing the incredible synergy

Eternally grateful for all that is and will be
Blessed to know a special angel on earth
For through his heart I am made clear
And creative genius is giving birth

Forever My Lover

Sensuality simply does not exist
Another holding my back with his hand
Feeling another's lips on my skin
None of these could I ever stand

Without your touch I have been
Such a memory I could never forget
The feel of your soul's energy
The surge no one else ever met

The magnet that holds us entranced
Acting without thought of consequence
The impulse of two familiar hearts
Leaving us without intelligent sense

Burning desire with never ending fuel
Emotions words could never identify
The beauty of souls merging once again
Through the ages continuing to mystify

Forever once promised the first time
Forever and ever the promise is renewed
Through all that is or ever will be
A love that can never be subdued

Timeless Love

A feeling only you could ever bring
A swelling of my soul and far beyond
An instant knowing to the very depths
Like someone just waved a magic wand

Away my heart soared into the unknown
Freely flying without an ounce of fear
Ah, the very completion of my soul
Before my eyes, the answers did appear

The love of many lifetimes before
Flooding my sleep with ancient memory
Spirits dancing among the clouds
Everything on earth in perfect symmetry

The knowing, the waiting, the believing
That I would one day recognize
The soul I have ever been longing for
Through only looking into his eyes

Forgive Me

Bound by something I can never have
I will be longing for eternity -
The other half of my heart and soul
This I know with certainty

Forever, the moment has passed me by
Having not taken the chance shown
Lifted from the bottomless pit
Then every chance for me blown

I reached out to you with my heart
Though the guides had me stand still
Lost in such a painful moment
You didn't stop to feel

Blinded by my silence, not trusting
Assumptions that ran wild -
A misstep, then two, then three
The many things not reconciled

Left in a loveless state
Needing to help you understand
Why I was recklessly bound
To this distant foreign land

Know deep within your heart
You are everything within my own -
Forgive me of causing your pain
Neither of us could have known

From Afar

I've died in your eyes a thousand times
Your imprint the deepest of my soul's cells
The strength of my heart, my warrior indeed
It is for your love my heart still wails

The very breath of me taken from within
The moment I felt you coming near me
Knowing with all I am or will ever be
It is only you who has my heart's key

Oh how I felt you somewhere out there
I closed my eyes and blindly stepped out
With nothing but faith and true knowing
As in every time, never did I doubt

Here you are, there not here
A connection felt around the world entire
I am burning inside to touch you once more
To feel now in this lifetime, again our fire

There is no obstacle that will keep me
From knowing all of my love's desire
Walk with me once again among the clouds
Until then, I will wait from afar and admire

My Song

Look deep into my eyes and you will see
All the love I have saved up for so long
Knowing one day you would be here
Showing me the way, playing my song

Soul to soul, hearts that beat as one
The other half of my very existence
Such gratitude fills me so deeply
My own heart's constant persistence

Doubtful you are, that it can be
But a knowing swells so deeply
The mere feel of your heart energy
Consumes me ever so completely

Let go, my love, and trust the heavens
They will never steer you wrong
This I know with all I am or will ever be
Your heart is always my song

Soul to Soul

I hear your whispers in the night
I feel your energy calling out to me
I close my eyes and feel your touch
If only in opening them, you I'd see

Sleep, precious sleep, I beg for
My dreams take me straight to you
Always waiting there when I show up
Sparkling eyes in the midnight hue

In this fantasy land I find my peace
Though I long for it to see its reality
The realness, the nearness, the moment;
To know your soul in its solid totality

The fuel that makes reality - dreams
So many I have seen made manifest
Ah, to dream you straight into my world
For this, my mind cannot take rest

The Shift

Frozen in the moment
Caught in transition -
Leaping with the fog
Knowing his position

Confused by the passion
Those who cannot see -
In the brink, this flash
His soul winks at me

So funny what you say
He thinks of where he is
Why don't you know
This duty is his?

Leaving not an option
Waiting for command -
Lost in what was -
Held to the land

Whom is waiting
This, his task -
Waiting for never
This, you ask?

Tired soul release
Angels hands lift
Gone from here
Awaiting the shift

Imprint

On the edge of time I dance and sing
Never knowing the hour I left behind;
In a distant land far away from here
Traveling in spirit, far from the mind.

There, your here, I have never been
Though you see me clearly with you -
All around you is only an illusion;
An imprint of intense residue.

The One

Inside you is a deep well of compassion,
Beneath, there is only love, this is reality
One overflowing spring of abundance -
An illusion of the grandest, your normality.

So much awaits you inside your heart
It is begging for you to dig so much deeper -
Love beyond your current comprehension
Just close your eyes, my beloved seeker!

Sink, Sink, far beneath the layers
Let the ego go, and all you hold fast
Know the beautiful oneness inside that is -
Fill your heart with pure love at last!

Know an awareness like no other
Rise with the love that is who you are
Into the present moment with the one
You have always searched for near and far.

Sensitive Soul

Beautiful love, beautiful affection -
The sensitive soul this must know;
The heart runs in depths unseen -
Depths that continuously grow.

Aching, wanting, knowing not -
Matched depths so desired;
Love that is felt so deeply -
This love cannot be acquired.

To pour only the purest love -
A heart without prideful ego;
No reason for feeling any fear -
Naught, except to feel its flow.

Basking in equal depths -
Deep beneath the spirit of here;
Lost in a world beyond beautiful -
Every time you are near.

Choices

I am, you are, we are -
All one in the same;
Hating being pointless -
War brings only shame.

Within the battle -
Reaching, screaming out;
War wages oneself -
Self - what it is about.

Tiny ripples growing -
Intensity slowing building;
The rising of the unseen -
Ever increasing shielding.

Before our eyes -
Bending of the forces;
Will you awaken?
Know these are choices.

Beyond Ability

Underneath the wince, the emotion I notice -
I read not your expression; the energy is clear;
An observation at the deepest level, but still -
Only an observation - emotion does not appear.

This, a way of being, seen by others abstract -
The knowing, and wanting to know possesses;
Few, though seem to see it as it really is -
Blessed souls now here to lead the masses.

And wrong, I am, for this only reason -
The common intellect does not understand;
So lost instead of rising to the place need be -
Lost indeed in this foreign gypsy land.

I long for naught, though constantly desire -
The expression beneath the very veil;
The reasons set way beyond the here I am -
Presently building from beneath the shell.

Wait, or wander, collecting as I go -
The muse from the box let go deep within;
Aiming for the galaxy center of existence -
There - where none ever pretend.

For Love or Karma

Confess to me your undying love -
For all these years I have waited;
When will you finally speak truth?
For so long you have debated.

And what day can I plan on
To be finally free of this pain?
To hear those words, I beg you,
Before this aging mind is insane!

Is it, then, you don't feel it?
Do my own senses only deceive?
I know this with all of my being -
What is it, my love, you believe?

An entire lifetime of hiding -
The truth lying deep inside;
Ever waiting for its release -
Still, my love, you hide.

And this dance of circumstance,
How many lifetimes to end?
Speak the words! Shout aloud!
Let our hearts finally mend!

What is it you think I ask,
That sends you to this state?
Healing words that beg for mercy -
Speak before it is too late!

Before in this web we are tied,
And for karma we must return -
This lesson I wish to master now
Let not our hearts further burn.

Deep Within

Deep beneath the soul, yet on the very surface -
Who we appear to be, the ultimate illusion;
From divine love there is never any separation -
We are only masked by the frequency of confusion.

Always aching and yearning for something missing -
Longing for the place we truly call home;
Looking for the other half, who is not here -
In perpetual motion, the heart will always roam.

An awareness begs from beneath the mask -
Ever calling from the center of the heart;
Fear blinding, adding to the weight of reality -
There is only belief in the illusion of apart.

Only one way back to oneness, the path is so clear -
Reach beneath the fear and travel deep inside;
There it all awaits your once again discovery -
It waits where who you are will always reside.

Revolving Door

A constant round of circles;
Leading nowhere, never ending -
Looking always for the way;
Evidently lost, not pretending.

A cycle of will non-existent;
The other cycles continue to spin -
Revolving always, forever behind;
There is never any way to win.

Perfectly in sync at different paces;
Never any closer or farther away -
Missing the exit on every round;
It wasn't meant to be this way.

A dance of circumstance or penance?
Born of only the closed mind -
The heart waits for its release;
The music box knows only its wind.

Dance of the Muse

Glittered in love, straight from the center -
The muse that waltzes through my soul;
A never ending emulsion of the unexpected -
The flow of spirit, the beautiful goal.

A dance like no other underneath the stars -
Moonlight glowing through the shadows;
Taken away to another place and time -
Basking in all the soul hallows.

Unconditional and unbridled fiery passion -
A moment of mesmerizing eternity;
Pages multiplying as if by themselves -
Leaving in the wake, blessed serenity.